Sunday, June 13, 2010

Might as well end it.

I talk about wanting to blog more than I actually blog. :( It's not as if I don't enjoy it anymore, I just can't seem to make time. Hmm, can't seem or don't want to, not sure.

If you enjoy something, but don't spend any time doing it anymore can you still say that you enjoy it if you don't do it anymore?

What if you spend all your waking (and sometimes non-waking) moment at something you don't quite enjoy - does it actually mean that you actually enjoy it?

I'm losing it. By it, I mean my life... my intentions for it this year. It's not on track at all. It's so not on track it's actually on the negative. It's depressing.

What I'm in was what I told myself I wanted, but I'm tired of it now. It's not.... worth it anymore. It once was, but now I feel numb by it, I've lost all taste for it. Everything that drove me to do it, it's gone. It's no longer gratifying. I no longer feel that sense of accomplishment. It feels like, nothing.

When you feel like this, it's time to get out of it.

Isn't it?


  1. Quit the job and get a new one. Kao tim.

    The problem lies with you. You're not in charge of your life.

    You've got no one to blame but yourself.

    Being such an insecure person you cannot and won't dare to quit the job because it sustains your material lifestyle.

    Now you complain of having no life.

    Seriously, you're the only one capable of being fully in charge but you chose not to.... so.... no pity or compassion from me.

    No one can or will help you but yourself.

    Anyone else commenting and consoling you is just spoiling you and misleading you by telling you what you want to hear, and not what you NEED to hear.

  2. That's a pretty weak password for a "protected post". But what youaskedforit says is true, "No one can or will help you but yourself."

    Good luck!

  3. You lost your pace of life.

    Try to break the routine. Get the things done. Make sure you are ready.

    F*ck it even if you are not ready. You are in control of your life. Remember, how many 10 years we can have?

  4. do what you think is right ee laine!

  5. life's lidat .... if life gives you lemon you add vodka ! and share with frens c u on a sandy white with swaying coconut trees and on your hand a steady endless pina colada

  6. Do what makes you happy lor. At the end of the day you are only answerable to yourself mar ;)

  7. Oh well it was fun reading your blog anonymously to find out what's going on in your life... My wife stumbled upon it awhile back... Too bad that's ended.... Have a good life Ee Laine ;p

  8. Sigh . . . I will miss you . . . Hope to see you blogging again in the future.


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