Sunday, June 13, 2010

Might as well end it.

I talk about wanting to blog more than I actually blog. :( It's not as if I don't enjoy it anymore, I just can't seem to make time. Hmm, can't seem or don't want to, not sure.

If you enjoy something, but don't spend any time doing it anymore can you still say that you enjoy it if you don't do it anymore?

What if you spend all your waking (and sometimes non-waking) moment at something you don't quite enjoy - does it actually mean that you actually enjoy it?

I'm losing it. By it, I mean my life... my intentions for it this year. It's not on track at all. It's so not on track it's actually on the negative. It's depressing.

What I'm in was what I told myself I wanted, but I'm tired of it now. It's not.... worth it anymore. It once was, but now I feel numb by it, I've lost all taste for it. Everything that drove me to do it, it's gone. It's no longer gratifying. I no longer feel that sense of accomplishment. It feels like, nothing.

When you feel like this, it's time to get out of it.

Isn't it?